An Angel

So I have many blogs that need to be writen but I am so backed up I dont know if I will get to them.

This week was a pretty sweet week!

I spent Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday with Natalia Angelica May.

It was a flipping blast!

I cannot remember the last time that I have felt so .. ALIVE .. so .. connected with someone .. so much intune with the spirit as well.

It is kinda hard to explaine, more so knowing that Natalia is probly reading this but I know this is a blog that I should write.

I have been sent to this earth for many reasons and one of those that I know of is to councel and liston to the problems of others, older, younger, whatever the age, I am here to help them through anything they need help with. It is a gift I know I have that people can talk to me and tell me things and come with anything and everything and I can help them. I have had many of the experinces as the people are having which makes it easy for me to help them through what they are going through and avoid the dark path that I was once on.

I have never, in all my time on this earth, found someone who has touched me and who I connect with so well as Natalia. There is so much we have in common and yet so much that I have to learn from her. She is such a strong spirit. Last night we just got into this really deep spirital conversation about eachother and blessings and gifts in our lives, which I have never really gotten to do with anyone else. It was so amazing. The way that her and I can just talk about it all, anything and everything, just kinda passes my understanding, which leads me to think of a better greater plan.

I am so blessed to have the friends I have in my life. They have helped me and strengthed me in ways they will never know. In this time in my life, Nataila stand kinda in the same spot. Our veiws and things going on in life seem to match together that we can understand each other so well (this is how I see it, she could be thinking something totally different). She has become one of my best friends and I am blessed beyoung belife. There is finally someone who can really understand me, and without me having to explaine things, she knows.

We have known each other for about a year or so now, but it wasnt until me getting home in July did we really click. It is funny how these things work. It is funny how when the rest of the world starts to fall apart and you find yourself all alone, that one friend can change it all.

It is better to have one best friend then many just friends.

I cannot wait till I have driving privliges back and I can drive out to Natalia's house again!!

Natalia hasnt only become one of my best friends, I know that I knew her before we came to this earth. I know I was probly super sad the day I left and she had to hang out up there for another year. We probly embraced and knew that we would see eachother again. A promise we made to each other. No matter what, I will be there for you. Everything may seem like its falling apart, but dont forget that I will be there and together, we will make it.

Natalia,

You are a choice spirit of your Heavenly Father, who loves you more then anything in the whole world! He watches over you. He has BLESSED you with your family and your friends. No matter what happens those people will always be there .. I will always be there.

Well she wants to get out

And she wants to get out

But the city calls out now

And the scars that she hides

With those stars in her eyes

Like the echos that are all the same

Cause it's all been done before

Yes it's all been done before

[ Chorus ]And oh, you can let this one go

You can try on your own

But I want you to be here

And oh, now the signs are all quiet

And the streets are all tired

And I want you to be here

Well she's sick of this town

And the walls in this house

And her pride just won't let her see

That when she wears that she's made

With the heart that won't break

She could be dead but she'd still believe

That it's all been done before

Yes it's all been done before

[ Chorus ]

They can tell you that they want you

To stay for what you've done

They can tell you that it's alright

To be what you've become

And you go

Cause you knowIt's for show

[ Chorus ]

And oh, now I tried to be quiet

But this heart is on fire

And I want you to be here

I want you to be here (5x)

Sry, this song by parachute came on while I was typing and I thought of you Natalia.

The friends in my life are my angels and they help me servive, they help me out of the dark into the light. Natalia, thank you for being my angel.

<3 Erin Christina