idky

but i just feel out of it
like i said something wrong
and i screwed up
am i just being parinoid again
i was just kidding around
was i taken serriously
did i mess up
or am i just being parinoid
i need to be talked to
with no answer
my mind always goes to the worst possible thing
this really isnt the best time for me to be feeling like this again
things were just starting to look better for me
and now
bah! why is like so blah!

ps lappy is totally gone
pps paul come home tomorrow. i hope i get to talk to him!



<3 Erin Christina