i just need to keep holding on

i just need to keep my head on straight and keep praying.
valid points have been made but theres no backing up from here.
i have gotten an answer
but its not like you can tell the other person you answer while they are still looking for one
it means a lot that i have considered a long distance thing or even moving knowing that yea it couldnt work out, but you will never know unless you try
he is just like me in how i think, yet he hasnt started thinking this way .. bc we all know this isnt how i always think.

I know that there is one piece left of me and then i am gone. He pointed it out, and well i know what it is.
Its paul. I am set on the fact that him and hidei are going to get back together, but part of me wants to see whats there after 2 years. i dont want to think this.

i try to tell myself the things mike told me. we leave and it could be a year. i keep telling myself where there is a will there is a way. i want to find that way. i have never felt so strongly about something ever.

i just need to keep praying and the Lord will point out a way for me.
were there is a will there is a way, and if it is my will and the Lords will he will help me achieve it.



<3 Erin Christina