But I know what I want
and I am waiting for him to know what he wants.
He goes home next weekend for the 4 day weekend. and when he comes back, then my answer will be there.
I have never fallen so hard and so fast for someone. I have never felt so safe with someone, and I have never wanted to not screw up so bad with someone. I have never been so scared about my feelings before, ever.
I want to be with Michael, I want to be with him. I just have to wait for him, and I will. Oh goodness ... I am crazy ... crazy for him ... I really truely am.
speeking of him, tonight is the first night all week that I wont get to spend like all day with, oh well, will give me time to..to..to..to do something, a guy shouldnt be my everything.
ps. i gave him the key. yes. I did. He gave me one of the kelitic knots he is always wearing that means protect and he took my chain and put it on there and put my key on his chain. Another crazy thing is, ever after he left last night I felt safe, now instead of him leaving and me feeling so alone, I am not anymore. Even when he isnt here, he is. ^_^
<3 Erin Christina
About Me
- Erin Christina
- I am an Elementary Education major at BYU-Idaho and I am all done except for student teaching this winter (jan 3-march 30) I am so excited to get my placement and meet my students and keep going down the path that the Lord has planed for me. I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. My family and my religion and my friends mean everything to me. There's more to me then meets the eye, cant in anyway shape or form tell who I am by looking at me or even just talking to me for a little bit. There is so much about me that you just have to get to know me to find out. Love life, love music, love dancing, so look at life as if its a musical, dance through life and sing out loud, and dont care what anyone thinks <--- thats what I live by!!
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