and i dont want to get up. I dont know where he came from .. or when he came, but he is here and this one i never want to leave. I dont. I have never ever ever felt so strongly about something before. We kissed tonight and it just assured me .. i dont ever want to be left by him. I feel so strange with him not even being here right now.
I am smitten. Not going to lie I was standing there just wanting him to say the words, to make us offishal and to assure me that he wasnt going anywhere. I dont really care, i want to be his.
Its scary that I have never felt this way before but i do .. i do feel this way and well .. I could be crazy, but if i am, i want to be, i love it.
All i can say is i have never felt this way before. Its scary, but i have to face my feelings. I have never felt so right being in someones arms. I have never felt so strongly and so sure that i dont want to be let go, that i dont want to lose someone, that well, i always want to be with that person. I know i sound crazy bc i have known him for 4 weeks and i have only been on like a dating level for 1 week, but i cant stop what my heart feels, and yes..its feeling!!
but i got to get some sleep...i have hw to finsh in the morning ^_^
good night everyone
<3 Erin Christina
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