happy mommys day

Sometimes I wonder if the older i get the worse my problems are going to get.

Between my ribs and my hips is 1-2 fingers space. which my roommates keep saying is bad. and I think they are right, that cant be good. My ribs are pretty big as well, they are not portortional to me as a whole.
I have back problems .. and well major pains in my lower back from time to time. I talked to my mom about some issues i have been running into and she said when i get home we will look into them .. i hate docters. cant my problems just be the unknown death of me...*sigh*

lets see.
not much is new
just things
i miss home, and my mom and yea.
I wish i could just stay out here this fall, but i cant. talked to my mom about it, i have to go home, there is no way i can make enough money to even pay for a semester. so i will have to deal with seeing if she can pay for me to do online classes while i save up for winter. I cant get over the fact that i feel like i need to be out here, for some reason i dont know.
but i listen to what my mom says and i do as she says. she knows what is best for me.

I enjoy spending time with and getting to know Mike. He seems really cool. He came over yesterday to do our assinment for our class thats due tuesday. But in anything with anyone i wont get anywhere because who wants to get into anything with a girl who will be leaving and going back to texas. I know I dont want to do a long distance thing, i want to stay out here, but well, that wont happen.

anyways, going to stare at excel a bit longer and not know how to do what i need to do some more!!



<3 Erin Christina