Ever since I wrote my religion paper I have just been feeling totally different and feeling good. Yes there are still all those lovely things in my life that are trying to make me miserable but I am not letter them. I am stressed with school and everything but looking at life with that positive out look I have been serching for. I really do love my life and look forward to everything that Heavenly Father has planed out for me.
For the first time ever I looked ahead a year in my life and planed out my last year of school and am PRAYING REALLY HARD that it works out perfectly to take these classes. I cannot believe that it is all coming to an end. In about 7-8 weeks (once grades get posted) I will offishally be a Sr. in college. It is werid to think back. Just a year ago is when I was offishally changed to be an elementary education major and things have worked out so that I should be able to graduate on time still. It just is more proof that this is what I am supposed to be doing. Heck no it is not easy AT ALL. It really kicks my butt every day and I start doubting this is right for me, but it is those little things that I know I should be doing this.
So I hope to graduate/walk next July and then eather work for the fall and then move to AZ to do my student teaching (the school sends students to places in ID, UT and AZ to do their student teaching).
I am not the type of person who makes plans more then really looking ahead a month because something always happens and messes everything up.
Well here is to today. The present. Here is to tomorrow. A mystery. Here is to life.
I am ready to be home. I am ready to find out about this back stuff. I am ready to face all these dumb fears and press forward with faith.
<3 Erin Christina
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