Yay for new drugs

and no money.

So where to start .. today I got home from the doctor and checked my bank account and guess what it said.  checking: 0.00 
where did my money go? There was 38 in there on thursday.  I used 21 for Natalia.  My bank took 39 from my savings to cover a payment that went through right away and didnt give me time to transfer money.  (Natalia's gas hadnt posted.)  So since that would cover the $76 laptop charger I put $30 into my checking for when the gas money would post and would still have some money left over.  Today all pending transactions went though, and I have nothing.  It doesnt add up to me.  Oh well, I guess?  Is that what I am supposed to say to this?  Oh well?  I have no money.  Everything is gone.  There is like $1 left in my savings and I cant touch that.  Soon I will get a call from the bank saying that they can't keep my account open when there is nothing in them.  I will be getting charged for having 0 in my checking because that is supposed to always have a balence. 
Yea.  I guess that is life right.  I get to support myself on nothing.  And I need to buy food.  But even if my mom remembers to put some money in my account on saturday it wont post until next week, so I will have to go another week on trying to think of something creative to keep me alive.  I am used to it, but it is kinda like, hey heavenly father can I please not have to deal with 6 trials at once.  School and being poor with little food and this body stuff is enough for me. Did you really have to throw in the whole me going totally broke thing?  My drugs that the doctor wants me taking arn't cheep.  But, Oh well?  Heavenly Father I sure hope you know what you are doing, because these trials are really starting to scare me, you must really have a lot of faith in me and think I am stronger then I think I am.

So my doctors visit.  I almost had to get an exam done, thank goodness I am not sexually active or they would of wanted to check me out.  We changed my birth control.  It will give me a higher estrogin level in my system and as well a higher something that I can't remember what it is called.  She also gave me a perscription for some high does pain killer.  It is supposed to stop the chemical my body releses when I start my cycle that cause the major pain.  SO I take that the day before I am supposed to start and take it for 3 days.  And with this new birth control we are hoping that I wont be bleeding twice a month and that the crazyness that my body does will be under control.

We talked more about one of the other things that could be wrong that we really hope isnt.  It scares me to think that something like that could be wrong with me.  It is a big fancy word that basicly says that my body doesnt get rid on the layer of stuff in my uterus like it should and goes up into other parts of my body, that could cause the pain.  but the only way to check for that is drilling hole in me and I dont like the sound of that.  So we are hopping for Yaz to be my friend and work and fix me along with my new pain killer that I get to take 4 times a month. 

Anyways I need to find a skirt to put on and brush my teeth and head to class.  After class it is devo and guess who is speaking .. ELDER RUSSELL M. NELSON!!!  So yea, I get to be in the same room as him, I am pretty excited!


<3  Erin Christina