I have just been feeling down lately.
wondering if I am worth anything.
I just feel worthless.
I'm not good enough for anyone or anything except for being used.
I think I am getting sick.
It hurts to swollow.
And well I just don't feel well today.
I am jsut so use to being used that it doesn't bother me like it should.
I just sometimes wish that someone would see what is right in frount of them.
What I would do for them.
But I am a friend.
And nothing more.
Except for well, lets leave that for not some people to know.
I.Am.Stressed.
School.Is.Killing.
My ride back here from Utah bailed on me...I'm screwed over big time.
I think I'm gunna go cry myself to sleep .. thats if I can sleep, those little "outtings" energize me and if I am close to sleep I am wide awake.
<3 Erin Christina
About Me
- Erin Christina
- I am an Elementary Education major at BYU-Idaho and I am all done except for student teaching this winter (jan 3-march 30) I am so excited to get my placement and meet my students and keep going down the path that the Lord has planed for me. I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. My family and my religion and my friends mean everything to me. There's more to me then meets the eye, cant in anyway shape or form tell who I am by looking at me or even just talking to me for a little bit. There is so much about me that you just have to get to know me to find out. Love life, love music, love dancing, so look at life as if its a musical, dance through life and sing out loud, and dont care what anyone thinks <--- thats what I live by!!
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