It is back

The pain is back.
It hurts.
I have to make a doc apt and start over from scratch again.
Why is this happening?
What is wrong with my body?
I got a blessing this morning.
Heavenly Father is aware of the things and trials that are holding me back.
That is the line that stuck out.
He reminded  me to use the atonement in my life to help me.
It has really got me thinking.
And has me REALLY thinking about things I am doing in my life.
And Then something that bishop said to us today in RS
Dont let guys use you.
I am aware of my choices.
I know who I am.
I might need to stop.
I do need to stop.
I know how.
But idk ...

I need to change somethings in my life.
I need to.
soon.

<3  Erin Christina