To The One Who Holds The Key

What would I give to just see you one more time.
To have you hold me again like you used too.
To stare into those eyes I love so much,
Those eyes that I can still see when I close my eyes.

What would I give to just have one more day with you.
To hear your voice,
Your laugh,
To see your smile.

What would I give to know why I can't take this charm off.
To know why I can't get you out of my head.
Why don't I know what is going on in my own life,
What price would I pay to know.

You dug deeper in my than I even knew at the time.
You are in my thoughts, my prayers, my heart.
I just wish I knew where I was to you.

We don't talk about us.
We are just friends.
But there is something else.
Something that just hasnt been said.
It eats at me.
There is something in your mind that hasnt been shared with me.
I know there has to be.

I have your knot.
You have my key.
Is there meaning?
Do you still have feelings?
Do you struggle like I do with this?

No you probly don't.
You live everyday and don't even think twice about me.
Or do you?

Do you know whats going on?
You have half the story that I don't.
I can't move on.
If you still wear the key then there has to be something in your mind,
Something that You haven't said,
Something that could bring light and understanding to me!

You never hurt me.
Why?
Is there something there?
Something you want?
I just need to know..
What is on your mind?
What am I to you?

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<3 Erin Christina