Im Sorry

A few posts ago I had a negative post. But what I post here really are my feelings. I know for a fact that if I had not said anything I really would of stopped eating again, or eating only like 500 calories a day like I used to.

There are some things about my body that should be checked out though I think.

I used to know what cretin things meant when things happened, but now I just don't know. It like my body is rebelling against me. Of course I am just paranoid and nothing is wrong, but sometimes I just don't know.

So yes this blog is short. I don't have much to say right now.

Things are slowly starting to fall into place. Like by Saturday I should be able to pay off my housing for next year. In a month I can register for classes.

Last night at work was fun. It was an AMAZING closing crew and Brad was closing last night. I just cannot wait for the holiday season to start up so we will be BUSY! Yes, it gets stressful during that time but work goes by so much faster. People ask me often why I am still working at Kohls when so many things go wrong when I work there, but I love the people I work with. They are my family. We all care about each other and are there when we need someone to talk to. I love working there, I love the people, the environment, and the clothes! I care about the store A LOT. It makes me sad to see things messed up and even when I am off the clock I find myself working. If I had a car at school I would try to get some work time up there too so I wouldn't have to keep starting over again when I come home (though I started back up at the pay I left at ^_^ )

So tonight I hope to do my reading for my online class. I hope to tomorrow, if not tonight, write up the paper. Also, I am going to make a new habit. I used to no matter what read my scriptures EVERY night up at school, so I am going to try this again. I want to finish D&C by the end of the year. I will be taking the class when I get back up to school winter semester, so I want to have read it once, then I get to read it again when I go back up to school then I can understand what I am not understanding. I really need to be studding the scriptures. I think that is why I have not been understanding what I have been reading lately.

SO, yea this wasn't an amazing thought provoking post, but it is I guess more of something for me, I needed to write some things down for my minds sake.

<3 Erin Christina