I am alive.
I owe a few blogs.
I have had a lot of thoughts and choices that have been throwing me off since comming home.
Sometimes I don't do the best choices thinking I am making a good choice. It was in stake conferince today when it was said that sometime Satan gets us to make a good choice, but it may not be the better choice or the best. Good, Better, Best. I have been good since I have gotten home, but I want to be my BEST. I keep telling myself I don't fit in at church, but I have been dumb because I do. I have already experinced how amazing my home teachers are. I am truly blessed.
So I owe a few blogs.
One about guys.
One about my friend Ben who was killed last week.
Work.
SPENCER
and I am not sure but I do owe a few blogs because I wont get anywhere with these thoughts if I don't talk them out here.
Something that hit me really hard last night was something my mom said "Plans have a tendincy to not work out." Why would she jinx my life like that?! But I got a little taste of how plans can get messed up. Oh my gosh my head is just going off about all of it.
I am sitting here now thinking with more of an open mind. Come what may and love it. I wont stop my life just for my degree. I need to live my life and enjoy it or I may miss out of something important.
I am going to live my life the BEST I can. I love the church and all the blessings it has brought into my life and all the blessing I know it will bring.
Well I got to get everything together and off to work.
<3 Erin Christina
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it's not that plans have a tendency to not work out, they just don't work out in the way you always expect them to. it might look like it's going in the wrong direction, but maybe sometimes it's just a detour around a roadblock that you didn't know was there to begin with. life is full of crazy surprises. some are good, some are not good, and some aren't what you expected. but somehow they usually turn out in the end. :)
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