I Have A Plan

But I really don't know what that plan is anymore.  Butterflys, and I really hate them.
It is not that I HATE the felling of them but that I am not ready to have them yet, at least I think I am not.  Plus who knows if the other person has butterflys too.  One date means nothing.

OH .. I havent said anything about the date I went on have I.  OK, I guess I will tell a little about it.

One of my home teachers asked me on a date last week.  We went on a two part date.  He picked me up and we went and cleaned the church.  IHOP after the church.  We went to Southlake Town Square and just walked around and talked until he had to take me to work.  I went to work for a really LONG 8 hours on POS.  He picked me up and we went over to the Weavers (his cousins) and we watched a movie there (Zoolander wich earlier that day I told him was one of my favorites).  We cuddled.  We held hands.  We layed in the grass and watched stars.  He smelt really good.  He is cool.  We like a lot of the same music and he has really good taste in music too.  He makes me laugh.  It was a lot of fun.  He is 2nd date worthy..if that ever happens. 

WELL..I invited him to the condo next weekend.  So something will be with me driving there on Friday and home on satuday for me to get to work at 5.  So I wont be home a lone all weekend I get to go out there for at least one day.  (part of me kinda wants to call in sick to work but I dont have enough hours to aford to lose 6 of them.)  Anyway he said yes, he just has to ask his parents.  I think it would be fun to have someone there to hang out with. 

So that is the situation I am in.  I am giving myself no credit and saying he likes me as a friend/he has to be nice to me because he is my home teacher/he has no interest in me at all.   It is better to put myself down now so it dosent happen later.  ^_^


This post was supposed to be about Ben's Funeral, I guess I will do that when I get home from work tomorrow. 



<3  Erin Christina