So who I am is who I am.
But I hate how I have been.
I know everything that I do.
I also relized that I can do whatever I want.
I know I have aamzing self control, but I have never used it correctly.
I got close to using it to its full power last night and I opened the door to who I am supposed to be and act. To tell you the truth I am so happy that I am turning this page. I am done playing. I know it is who I am. But I do not want to do that any more. From this time forward I wont tell myself I am less than I am. I have been telling myself that my whole life in certain situations and I am so done doing that.
Yes I have my past and Yes I have the habbits I have, but I wont let guys demine my great worth anymore. I will stand up for the strong person I am. The natural woman that live in me that tells me to just do this and do that wont do it any more. I know what I do and dont want to do, and for the first time I just didnt do it, I told myself no and stuck with that plan. It was flipping hard but I said it and I won. It was a perfect score but I won!
I plan to have many more wins and the blessing of self control I have been given I will finally use in the hardest of things in my life I struggle with.
Watch out nataral man, it took me long enough, but I am fighting back!!!
<3 Erin Christina
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