thinking

thats all i do now ..
i think..
about many things.
i try not to think about mike
but sometimes i cant help it.

i want to forget and to move on,
but i have feelings for him
i care about him.
he was supposed to break my heart before we left and went out seperate ways
but he didnt.
i'm sry that i got on and on about this
but it never leaves me.
i do wish it would, but it doesnt.
will i ever be over him?
or was it really just not the time?
how am i supposed to go on and date
when i am thinking about mike all the time?

Heavenly Father, I pray for help, for guidence, and for strength. help me, please help me...



<3 Erin Christina