i think the spirit is an amazing thing.
i have been soooo sick and feeling just a 100% blah ... but have been carried through the spirit that i dont feel that way all the time.
another great thing in my life right now, is, well i have been helping lots of people lately with the problems and things like that .. i love it, i learn sooo much from them, and they help me so much.
it makes me feel good knowing that i am doing good.
i had a scary thought the other day...
my life is in great order now. i am living the commandments, and doing everything the lord wants me to do ... and it hit me ... that the next step in my life just could be a guy...am i really wanting to be dating, i dont want to get hurt, i dont want to hurt a guy. i really hate dating, i hate those aqward dates and kind aleading guys on or getting led on by guys. i dont want to go through that.
but it doesnt change the fact that i feel that way. it just might be that next thing in my life .. and well if its meant to be by my savor i am welcoming it into my life .. though its scary well i am praying ..
sry if this is all confusing my writing has been veary scrabled from the cold!!
i will write more latter ... loves!!
<3 Erin Christina
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