today

...was just like anyother day...
there was noting out of the ordinary
i think i have developed smokers cough from inhaling so much smoke from my gma.

i turned 20
the sad thing is the fact that today was like anyother day
the only thing that made it my bday was well i was born 20 years ago and the phone calls texts and facebook.

its sad, but here at my gmas we didnt even celibrate it. i just got 1 happy birthday after sitting on the couch with her for 4 hours.

i fell asleep at around 8 .. there was nothing to do...nothing

i dont know why i am being such a cry baby about it ... but i woke up and just started crying.

i know if i was up at school my friends would of done something for me.

i just wanna get back to school.

i just wana go home
im so home sick its not even funny.
i miss my mom
im done with my dumb body being screwed up and having issues that i dont want to have
my grandma scared me when somehing i thought was normal isnt.

sry ... its kinda a pitty party post, but it just wasnt much of anything specail of a day ... it was just like any other day.

5 days till i go back to school ... is it saturday yet?


<3 Erin Christina