1 day

1 day left in the semester ... 1 final left
3 classes tomorrow
then packing and white glove

have to move apt bc they arent using the one i am living in next semester so i am moving from 107 to 104 .. where everything will be backwards from what i am used to.

friday morning i sing in graduation and watch 2 of my roommates graduate and hear the new aposile speak. (he was asked to speek before he was called)

after that finsh cleaning and moving and at about 330 i get picked up by my grandpa and go to IF and well get to do like 10 loads of londry bc it hasnt been done since march when my roommate took it to be done at her house.

i found out today how much money my mom is going to have to pay for me to be here .. then i have to add food onto that ... and yet she is still putting money into my account for my birthday and easter and to get a dress for my brothers wedding in june ... i just dont feel like i deserve so much ... she is already paying so much for me i dont need any more then that ...

i get to see my cousins on saturday and celibrate easter with them. no clue whats going to happen this next week or on my birthday. i dont excpect anything to happen really. Birthdays the last 3 years have really been a let down...i have kinda given up on happy birthdays as sad as that sounds.

today i went with my roommate as she tried on her wedding dress..and thought to myself...when will my time come? I know the Lord has things for me to do before then and i am waiting and doing all that i should be doing, but every girl cant help but wonder...

so after tomorrow i dont know much of what is going to happen in my life. I am taking it one step at a time, and following God.


<3 Erin Christina