People

As a disclaimer on this post.  Often times when you read something and you feel like it is pointed at you, even if it is not, you might be having some guilty feelings of your own.  

Why do some people just feel the need to bring other people down?  Or get the thought that they are better then other people? Or treat the person they married family like they are not important at all.

There is a bunch of stuff that just makes me stressed, mad, want to cry, and I just don't know what to do with so many different emotions going through my head because of many different situations. 

I recently cut a very good friend out of my life.  All this person was doing was hurting me and lying to me in one way or another.  Even if the friend wasn't the one lying to me if it makes other people tell lies to me I don't want to deal with it.  So everyone surrounded in the lies I just don't care to deal with.  People need to watch their actions no matter what they are going through in their lives.  We all have our trials and struggles.  I have taken crap and been stabbed in the back way to many times to let someone just walk all over me and lie to me day by day.  Maybe when they figure out what is important in their lives they can be a real person with me, but until then I wont be used. 

All we can do in this life is try.  We have our hard times and those are there to make us stronger.  To look on the bright side and see all that we have been given.  Hold on to our hopes and our faith.  Believe, pray, try, endure to the end. 

Now lets get off that rant before I start saying more things I should not say.

So here is a new count down lined up for you: 

TOMORROW!!! Seeing Sherlock Holmes!
6 days till Kris is off his mission and can give me a phone call
10 days till Christmas Eve
11 days till Christmas day
12 days till my Uncle and 2 of my cousins from Canada visit
14 days until I leave for Idaho
16 days until New Years Eve
17 days until New Years Day
18 days until I see everyone in Idaho again (See KRIS and also help Jenn move in to her apt)
19 days until I start my student teaching

....I cannot believe all this is happening in LESS then 20 days.  Life doesn't just stop for you.  You have to keep going and taking what you get.  No one ever said it would be easy, but I have been told that it will be worth it.  I have been promised many great things and I intend to be able to keep living my life so I may receive those blessing that have been promised. 


<3  Erin Christina