So the last few months

OK! So let me try to sit down and write this out.  It may be a long one with  a few different topics in it but I will try and I do not blame you if you don't read the whole thing .. in fact I really don't think that my blog even gets read but I love to write so .. yea ..

HOME
I am home in Texas for good.  How do I know this? I have 2 callings at church .. yup full time no long leaving person!!  Living back in my parents house in the room I grew up in, with a lot of the same stuff I grew up with.  I am not the best at getting rid of things.  I need help! I have been home for 2 months and I am still not organized. I do not have much of a life right now.  Work and sleep and yea pretty much it.

So WORK!! Yes I have my old job at Kohls back.  It was pretty nice they asked me to come back and it beat looking for a job.  I am however starting to look at what I really want to do with my life.  I just need time to sit down and do some applications of take classes to get Texas certification.  Don't get me wrong I love Kohls and they have been super great to me the last 5 years.  I just need to remember the path I am on and not just give up, and I am not going to lie, I really have wanted to just give up lately.

Mr. Bo Jangels
On May 1st I lost my sweet boy.  He really was my world.  I remember when we found him.  I remember begging my dad.  I remember holding him in my arms.  I remember the mornings we would wake me up after I said just 5 more minuets and he would give me 5 minuets. He was a super smart cat and one of my best friends.  We found him when I was 12 I believe, but it feels like we had him for my whole life.  It is hard to think of a time without him.  My sweet boy died after battling kidney failure for about 3 months maybe longer.  He loved long enough for me to come home and see him again.  I held him as the numbing drug took him over and held his paw when the vet gave him the shot.  It has almost been 2 months and still can't even think about it without starting to cry.  I will never forget him.  Jack has kind of tried to take Bo's spot.  No one will ever be able to do that but Jack has helped with the pain and not leaving me alone.  

I went to Oklahoma back in May.  It was great to get away from home and see my best friend and help her with wedding stuff.  184 days until she is married and I am so happy for her and totally honored that she asked me to be apart of her special day. It was nice to go out there and talk with her about things going on and catching up.  With this friend we can go months without talking and just pick back up like we had talked yesterday.  She truly is an angel and I am blessed that I really can call Tamara a best friend basically sister practically twins.   

I love my Nephew He turned 1 last week! I am so happy I was home since I wasn't when he was born.  I love this guy.  He means so much to me and I hope he can grow up to love his Auntie Erin as much as I love him.

And the moment you have all been waiting for ..... I HAVE A BOYFRIEND.  I know it is hard to believe but yes.  I am dating a really great guy and have been for the last 2 weeks.  Did I know that it was going to happen?  No.  He came over on June 8th to talk about what happened and patch up our friendship.  Back in December we got in a huge fight and I told him never to talk to me again.  Well he talked to me and everything came back after a few months of not talking to him.  So after talking for a long time and it now being June 9th he asked me that question and I finally said yes after hearing it a few times before.  Now before you think I jumped into a relationship I said he has asked me before, I have known the kid for 2 years and my siblings could not be happier because they have wanted this for a LONG time.  Yes it is only dating and I am not thinking about the future because we all know how much the future scares the crap out of me!!  But I am happy and I really need something happy in my life of not much happy.  Oh I guess you want to know who he is.  His name is Andrew Forh.  He is super sweet to me.  So I am just letting this happen to explore how I feel about him since he knows how he feels about me and has for a while.

Well I think this is all I have to say about my life right now.

<3 Erin Christina