I have said this many times before that this is where I write what is on my mind. I love to write and it best gets out my feelings and emotions. If YOU THINK that I shouldnt write things in my blog than DONT READ IT. THIS is what is REALLY going on in my life. The stuff I wouldnt normally say. The best way to get to know me is through my writting and if you dont like it DONT READ IT. That is that. Stop complaining about what I write, because guess what, it is my life. Yea my blog may seem to have a lot of drama in it, but that is how I get rid of that stuff weighing me down and holding me back, I write and release it from me. That is how I do things. I am tired of writting these posts saying to stop complaining about what I write. I write the good and the bad, the happy and the sad.
It is funny when you find out about those who are supposed to love you the most are just the rudest poeple twords you. You complain I never tell you anything well, stop reading my blog and you wont have to know ANYTHING about my life.
I get on the shuttle in 2 hours to head to Utaha and tomorrow morning/day I have my flights back home.
<3 Erin Christina
Friday, July 23, 2010
Monday, July 5, 2010
It is about time I updated again
Life has been treating me so wonderfuly. I am greatly blessed with amazing friends. Homework kills but all and all I am learning so much from it.
Today has escaped me. It is already after 6pm but I do feel like I got a good amount of work accomplished today. It is crazy to think in 19 days I will be leaving this life to go back to my home life once again but looking forward to what is instore for me back home.
So not much has been going on since I last posted. So much hate and resentment against that one person has been totally released and has left me. There are times memories come back and I miss those times, but I feel as if I truely am a better person now that he is out of my life. I do worry about what if I run into him again now that we are no longer at the elementary schools and I walk to class in the morning (that was how I saw him last time) but if it happens it happens and I dont think it will hurt as much as last time and I will not stop and cry but walk on and smile with my head held high.
Now on to the wonderfulness that is my life!
This weekend my roommates and I went camping! It was great!! I loved just about every second of it!!
It was not only camping but it was also rafting, kayaking, and hiking. It was just so much fun and deffenitly unforgetable.
It was my first time kayaking and at the start everyone got so far ahead of me I just started crying because if anything happened they wouldn't know. Our river guide for the weekend was Krislyn's boyfriend Josh by the way. But I have had nighmears of me dying by drowning so you could immagin why I was so scared. I actully did well, if I can say so myself. I however tiped over once when I stoped saying to myself while going through rapids "just keep pattleing" I had gone over the rapids a few times backwards because I could never stay forward and I would just keep going. Well this one time I was turnning and there were HUGE rapids ahead of me so I stoped paddling and tried to straighten out and got turned over. It was scary. When you get tiped you really dont get a chance to take a huge breath and so it is really scary. If you have ever gone kayaking before you know that you have a skirt thing you wear and that attached you to your kayak so when you tip you are still in it until you unattach the skirt from the kayak. There is a tab that we had to pull the unattach ourselfs and than get ourselfs out of the kayak and get up to the serface. Well when I got tiped I first couldnt find the tab so I opened my eyes and found it. Then while I was pulling on the tab I could not get unattached. In panic mode now I started just ripping at the skirt on the sides and just trying to get myself out of that kayak. I went back to the pull tab again and pulled so hard. it poped off and I was free, well almost. I had to remember that my legs were funny in the kayak and I have bruses on my thigh to prove that I was trying to just rip myself out of that thing. When I got up to the serface Josh was there and did his river guide stuff and saved me.
We went rafting on friday and on saturday and saturday deffenitly was the funiest time.
We went hiking in the middle of the night up to a hot sping. It was sooooo nice. Then we got to hike down in the moon light. It was so nice, so many stars saturday night/sunday morning.
Sunday we slept since we didnt get back from the hot springs/hike until around 5am. We ate and ate and ate. We had a devotional since we slept so long and did not go to church. It was so nice.
I love nature so much. I love being out in the moutins and the woods.
The weekend was so good for me.
I am so blessed for everything that the Lord has given me.
I cannot wait to see what else he has instore for me, I mean, I have an eternity!
<3 Erin Christina
Today has escaped me. It is already after 6pm but I do feel like I got a good amount of work accomplished today. It is crazy to think in 19 days I will be leaving this life to go back to my home life once again but looking forward to what is instore for me back home.
So not much has been going on since I last posted. So much hate and resentment against that one person has been totally released and has left me. There are times memories come back and I miss those times, but I feel as if I truely am a better person now that he is out of my life. I do worry about what if I run into him again now that we are no longer at the elementary schools and I walk to class in the morning (that was how I saw him last time) but if it happens it happens and I dont think it will hurt as much as last time and I will not stop and cry but walk on and smile with my head held high.
Now on to the wonderfulness that is my life!
This weekend my roommates and I went camping! It was great!! I loved just about every second of it!!
It was not only camping but it was also rafting, kayaking, and hiking. It was just so much fun and deffenitly unforgetable.
It was my first time kayaking and at the start everyone got so far ahead of me I just started crying because if anything happened they wouldn't know. Our river guide for the weekend was Krislyn's boyfriend Josh by the way. But I have had nighmears of me dying by drowning so you could immagin why I was so scared. I actully did well, if I can say so myself. I however tiped over once when I stoped saying to myself while going through rapids "just keep pattleing" I had gone over the rapids a few times backwards because I could never stay forward and I would just keep going. Well this one time I was turnning and there were HUGE rapids ahead of me so I stoped paddling and tried to straighten out and got turned over. It was scary. When you get tiped you really dont get a chance to take a huge breath and so it is really scary. If you have ever gone kayaking before you know that you have a skirt thing you wear and that attached you to your kayak so when you tip you are still in it until you unattach the skirt from the kayak. There is a tab that we had to pull the unattach ourselfs and than get ourselfs out of the kayak and get up to the serface. Well when I got tiped I first couldnt find the tab so I opened my eyes and found it. Then while I was pulling on the tab I could not get unattached. In panic mode now I started just ripping at the skirt on the sides and just trying to get myself out of that kayak. I went back to the pull tab again and pulled so hard. it poped off and I was free, well almost. I had to remember that my legs were funny in the kayak and I have bruses on my thigh to prove that I was trying to just rip myself out of that thing. When I got up to the serface Josh was there and did his river guide stuff and saved me.
We went rafting on friday and on saturday and saturday deffenitly was the funiest time.
We went hiking in the middle of the night up to a hot sping. It was sooooo nice. Then we got to hike down in the moon light. It was so nice, so many stars saturday night/sunday morning.
Sunday we slept since we didnt get back from the hot springs/hike until around 5am. We ate and ate and ate. We had a devotional since we slept so long and did not go to church. It was so nice.
I love nature so much. I love being out in the moutins and the woods.
The weekend was so good for me.
I am so blessed for everything that the Lord has given me.
I cannot wait to see what else he has instore for me, I mean, I have an eternity!
<3 Erin Christina
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